I swear I will never drink coffee again! It’s 2:00am and I honestly can’t sleep, which sucks cause I wanted to be up at 6:00am to begin a huge day of assignments and stuff. I hate sleep; it’s the most useless thing in the world. Get too much and your tired, get too little and your tired, get just the right amount and things are okay, but only until the next time you mess up and throw your patterns out of whack. I have the worst sleep patterns on earth, I know this, but I feel as though god is taking a cruel amusement in toying with my sleep by giving me too much one day and not enough the next.
I don’t know what bubble gum is supposed to be about, but I thought it was a good start to an interesting title.
I have given up my search for my lost journal. I started my new journal a couple of weeks ago, but I was still hoping to find my old one – an old scrapbook filled with stories I had written and my thoughts. I am heaps upset at finally facing the fact it is gone for good. I have looked everywhere and I am now certain it is nowhere to be found. My old journal had most of my creative writing in it, all the good stuff anyway, and a lot of personal notes to myself. Losing it is like losing a big chunk of myself, and it totally sucks. I am only 8 pages into my new journal, which considering my last journal was a 500-page notebook almost full, really sucks. Every time I feel the need to write a story or do something creative I just get stuck really bad. I am sure that any readers I may have would have noticed a rather large decline in the humor of my online journal.
As of tomorrow I am going to start making the blogging a little more casual. I will post at least 3 or 4 times a week, but I’m not going to put pressure on myself to blog every single day anymore. I suggest if you wish to be notified of my new entries you subscribe using the links on the right hand side.
Okay, I shall try again to find the slumber I so greatly desire. If I have to make another blog entry out of boredom before 8:00am I am going to be severely upset!
I can understand the more casual approach to your blogging - I know that I soon tired of writing “Today I got up and had coffee and blah, blah, blah” every day so when my site goes back up, things will be a little different for sure.
Your old journal will turn up on the day you move in with your “wife” LOL Finding it as soon as you have a few pages of your new journal written is up there with the idea of bread only ever falling on the buttered side or something you bought this week being $200 cheaper next week.
Oh, am I the ONLY one who has had that experience?
God isn’t taking a cruel amusement in toying with your sleeping habits, it is me and the cute little voodoo doll of you I have here.
Cheerio and toodles.