Tonight I had finished my days “things to do” and was showered, teeth brushed and ready for bed at 11:30. I was on my way to bed when a little light went on in my head. I like to call this light, “you ain’t sleeping tonight fucker,” because every time it comes on I can’t sleep. It comes in many forms, sometimes it’s too much caffeine, sometimes it’s inspiration for writing or music, or sometimes it’s just plain boredom or an overactive mind.
Tonight I just have so much going on in my head. Tomorrow I have to clean the house to have it spotless for when my family get back from their trip, as well as do a lot of online stuff before I go away for New Years. My writing has been really suffering lately and I just can’t seem to get any done, which is really making me worry a lot. I’ve been playing a lot of Mik‘s bass lately, which has been relaxing me a little, but my head just feels so wound tight, I feel like I could snap.
Well, I need to get some sleep. It’s now 4:30am and I am feeling dizzy.